The One And Only Heartl3zz

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to...

Fri, 06 Jul 2012 21:53:54 -0500

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”
-Jeremiah 29:11

Blade of Time

Sun, 17 Jun 2012 19:37:24 -0500

Some say that time will heal, yet time for me is but a blade. It cuts and slashes my memory, it wounds my very sanity. I lust for that one chance to dispose of my weary soul. Because it brings nothing but an infectious gash. It drains my will to fight, my will to push onward. Time is my enemy, but it seems to flaunt a portrayal of hope. May it now be manifested into that single blow that ends me. Time is a blade.

No One But You

Tue, 22 May 2012 13:17:00 -0500

Could anyone hold me like you? Could anyone kiss me like you?
Could anyone love me like you? Could anyone else in this world be just like you??
No, because no matter how many times I cry or how many people I ask to comfort me, they still aren’t you.

Ruined...

Mon, 21 May 2012 16:58:10 -0500

I RUINED EVERYTHING!!! I LOST THE ONLY GIRL I LOVED, I HURT HER AND WILL NOW HAVE TO SUFFER WITH THE FACT KNOWING THAT I DID

Can't Stop Crying...

Sun, 20 May 2012 19:54:07 -0500

I think I’m gonna go blind

Can't go back...

Thu, 10 May 2012 13:29:56 -0500

WTF is wrong with me?!??

Thu, 10 May 2012 13:12:50 -0500

Why can’t I ever feel like I can trust someone completely?

I’m still fighting to hold back a lot of anger and grief.

Sometimes, there’s a little voice that urges me to do something that’ll make everyone remember me.

Our God

Thu, 19 Apr 2012 21:39:40 -0500

God is my enabler. I am able to do what I do because of His will and His love. He awakens me at day and lays me to rest safe and sound at night. I praise Him, but not as much as I need to. No matter, He is able to lift me, cleanse me, and love me without doubt or fail.

She will always be loved.

Wed, 18 Apr 2012 11:52:56 -0500

She will always be loved.

-smilenow: My friend got me a stitch plushie from disneyland I...

Wed, 11 Apr 2012 08:35:05 -0500

-smilenow:

My friend got me a stitch plushie from disneyland I KNOW WHAT I’LL BE CUDDLING WITH FROM NOW ON!

Hey! What about Fu-Fu the panda??

God, I miss her. I wanna hold her in my arms after her long day...

Tue, 03 Apr 2012 14:11:16 -0500

God, I miss her. I wanna hold her in my arms after her long day at school.

Today...

Thu, 29 Mar 2012 12:18:31 -0500

Well, I might be going somewhere. Idk where yet

Brother By: Heartl3zz

Mon, 26 Mar 2012 18:59:32 -0500

Brother, you have opened me to a wider view. Peeling back my eyes, and eradicating my foolish arrogance to see the better. Molding me like clay, the same clay ceramic workers lay on their pottery wheels. Shaping and removing what was unnecessary, to the result of keen imperfection, yet you don’t embrace your work. See brother, I am but a plate, I cannot hold content without a base. Without stability, my anger towards you spills off the edge of me. You’re torn by my faults yet, you stood in agonizing pain, pretending to be there. So see brother, you are a bowl. You bear all the shit I bring upon you, containing the desire to strike me, and chip my edges away. Brother, you’re translucent. I could never see what you truly thought of me. You’re the broken window that’s boarded up, I wanted to gaze through you, but it was beyond impossible. You’re smiles and laughter are so empty, tainted with uncertainty that I chose not to carry. I mourn for your loss; you lack what I’ve gained to feel throughout our years, love. I strain to pick up the shattered bits of our friendship, praying I can put them together with just a few words…I am sorry. I loathe your decisions, but embrace you as your little brother, forgiving you for the pain I’m driven me to hold. Brother, stop burning the remnants of our past that I struggle so very hard to hold onto. Memories that have been etched into my very conscious, like scars on a cutter, or tattoos on flesh. You shy away from me, like I’m your burden, under the circumstance that our sub consciousness screams, “Your bond is not equivalent!” I am not my past, don’t glare upon me with disgust. Brother, I’m done with holding on, Thank you Brother.

Question: Are you single?

Mon, 19 Mar 2012 15:30:38 -0500

Answer: No. I have a lovely girlfriend whom I care for dearly. She means the world and more to me and I’d never do anything to hurt her. She’s beautiful, loving, caring, and mine.

Ask me a question

Mon, 19 Mar 2012 15:11:09 -0500

ANYTHING GOES

"I tuck away the world like I’m puttin it to bed. Sing a sweet lullaby, place a pillow by its..."

Thu, 15 Mar 2012 15:39:48 -0500

“I tuck away the world like I’m puttin it to bed. Sing a sweet lullaby, place a pillow by its head.”

- Heartl3zz - Dreamer

I can't stop listening to this!!!

Fri, 09 Mar 2012 13:08:35 -0600

I can't stop listening to this!!!

"B.L.A.C.K. (Believing Life Always Compells Knowledge)"

Fri, 09 Mar 2012 12:02:55 -0600

“B.L.A.C.K. (Believing Life Always Compells Knowledge)”

Người Việt (Vietnamese)

Wed, 07 Mar 2012 16:50:57 -0600

I am Người Việt, my people’s pride runs through me like the streams of Ha Long Bay.

We have fought foreign invasion, survived tragic civil war, and have independently thrived on our own land and livestock for many centuries.

I am Người Việt, my people’s culinary influences have reached all corners of the earth.

The smells of Phở Bò (Beef rice-noodle soup dish), Bánh Xèo (Pan-fried ‘sizzling cake’), and Bún Thịt Nướng (Vietnamese grilled pork over vermicelli noodles) remind me of my parents’ homeland.

I am Người Việt, proud of my people, my culture, my heritage and unknown ancestry. My parents strive to keep our culture alive. We aren’t permitted to speak English in our home to help preserve our language and so we will never forget who we are…Vietnamese.

MY POEM

Tue, 06 Mar 2012 11:57:59 -0600

MY POEM

The One And Only Heartl3zz

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to...

Blade of Time

No One But You

Could anyone hold me like you? Could anyone kiss me like you? Could anyone love me like you? Could anyone else in this world be just like you?? No, because no matter how many times I cry or how many people I ask to comfort me, they still aren’t you.

Ruined...

Can't Stop Crying...

Can't go back...

WTF is wrong with me?!??

Our God

She will always be loved.

-smilenow: My friend got me a stitch plushie from disneyland I...

God, I miss her. I wanna hold her in my arms after her long day...

Today...

Brother By: Heartl3zz

Question: Are you single?

Ask me a question

"I tuck away the world like I’m puttin it to bed. Sing a sweet lullaby, place a pillow by its..."

I can't stop listening to this!!!

"B.L.A.C.K. (Believing Life Always Compells Knowledge)"

Người Việt (Vietnamese)

MY POEM

Could anyone hold me like you? Could anyone kiss me like you?
Could anyone love me like you? Could anyone else in this world be just like you??
No, because no matter how many times I cry or how many people I ask to comfort me, they still aren’t you.